Holy shit I need to lose weight I feel so fat and terrible. The past like day and a half has been so good and now I’m crying out of no where. I just feel so big.

Honestly I don’t even know how to lose weight “properly”. I mean I know like, eat right and that shit but like how am I actually going to do it I don’t even know what my target weight should be. If I ever commit to it I’m just going to end up starving myself again. I just want to be thin and flat like a board. I just keep eating too much Why I am so fucking large.

(just to clarify my tone, I’m not necessarily asking for weight loss advice. You can still post it if you want but I’m really just venting)