I was bordering suicidal this morning due to some of the dark feelings I felt. Slowly coming away from that now, but still feel like hangovers just destroy me now

  • GinAndJuche@hexbear.net
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    9 months ago

    I was hungover a few days ago watching young couples shop as I stocked the store. I’m partially convinced (or telling myself at least) that the minor alcohol withdrawal of a hangover is why I felt like a failure and wanted to die knowing that isn’t on the cards for me.

    Blame the booze and keep drinking because I know it ain’t true….

    deeper-sadness

    • FearsomeJoeandmac [he/him, he/him]@hexbear.netOP
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      9 months ago

      Yeah a nasty hangover will bring those kinds of feelings out and then if there’s more alcohol around, you end up drinking more to fix the anxiety and depression from being hung over.

      It’s pretty shitty.

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        9 months ago

        You find a solution let me know lol

        It’s not like the anxiety and depression aren’t there anyways.

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        9 months ago

        I read an article saying it was, I’ll believe you though given how enshittified SEO has made everything

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          9 months ago

          I guess in a very literal sense, it’s like a poison withdrawal or whatever but it’s not like the you could die of a seizure alcohol withdrawal that is what I’d associate with the term