Take care of yourself my dude. Definitely not worth it, always reach for help and you’ll be surprised that people actually care! Also, therapy and probably meds, if you aren’t doing it already.
I’ve been on meds for decades my man. I’m currently going through something of a crisis: I kinda collapsed at work yesterday and walked out. Of a 8 yr "career’. Now I don’t just have my inner demons to contend with, but I also risk homelessness! Isn’t society grand?
Definitely fully suicidal in my case. My pops even demonstrated for me!
Big oof :(
Take care of yourself my dude. Definitely not worth it, always reach for help and you’ll be surprised that people actually care! Also, therapy and probably meds, if you aren’t doing it already.
I’ve been on meds for decades my man. I’m currently going through something of a crisis: I kinda collapsed at work yesterday and walked out. Of a 8 yr "career’. Now I don’t just have my inner demons to contend with, but I also risk homelessness! Isn’t society grand?
Believe or not, straight to therapy.
Something knowledge is power I guess?