fair enough.

it’s also important to note that the trolling that was brought upon chris chan ultimately worsened any prior mental health issues they had, by having flocks of ppl pretending to be fans, love interests and villains. Not only did it give Chris Chan a fake sense of importance (fake as in orchestrated) that ultimately made them more egotistical but also more paranoid, to the point they were passive-aggressive towards anyone who interacted with them (I’m using they/them to refer to classic chris and trans mtf chris simultaneously) and making them an overall aggressive person. They were absolutely wrong in many occasions (being homophobic, sexist, racist, ecc…) but it doesn’t excuse the people who were active participants in their mental decline, enabling certain fantasies that ultimately made them psychotic then turn around and acting all moral like “chris you shouldn’t do that” while they egged him on the whole time. They took advantage of a deeply mentally ill person who is also autistic for their own entertainment and then people act as if they didn’t contribute to the person that Chris chan is today. If there was no trolling Chris could’ve been helped appropriately (excluding the Bob and Barb factor) and they could’ve been radically different, but all the trolling did was close them off to any kind of help or prospect for the future while slowly making them find comfort only in their own imagination.

its very simple, I want to leave Italy and I need a degree to do that, if i dont want to be exploited. Besides, i like my major (japanese) but the uni in it of itself is run awfully. Yeah I was sorta pressured but ultimately i chose something i like

big yes from me

well first i identified it myself at twelve, but was too scared to find out i actually was autistic so i repressed it. Didn’t even think about it up until the last months of high school, where a few friends just straight up asked “are you on the spectrum?” and one in particular, my best friend, also thought i was autistic. At one time, after one of the most distressing periods of my life also my brother said he thought i had autism. That’s when i decided to get to the bottom of it and see if i had it (and yes i did, also ADHD)

this song in particular is shoegaze, without any complication

thanks. Is it ok if i make a different post for it or should i send it here

thanks, I have a soundcloud but i don’t know im allowed to share

i followed ypur advice, now ill see

thats true but i guess I’ll have to be patient. I realized long ago that the blue moon comes when you don’t expect it, every time

very unlikely ill find someone else, im not very confindent about that. Since this happens once in a blue moon for me. Dating has always been very hard for me

she followed me and i accepted, then followed her back, sent a message and an image related to the infodump we shared on tinder (a pic of an okonomiyaki), and she never responded

but then im afraid of coming off as annoying or even creepy. I dont want to break her barriers just bc i want to talk to her, maybe she needs some time. I wrote her and she didnt even respond

two days

comfy

submitted

the last part isn’t surprising

thank you, i’ll submit the story tomorrow

im no longer on reddit, also the guy who picked on me was from that sub as well

yeah things like that get stuck with me sometimes, i can totally relate