Bye
oh fuck, this medicine I took for whatever I’m sick with, is reminding me of trazodone that fucks me up. anyways I hope I recover fast from whatever I have because I don’t wanna have to reschedule my wisdom teeth extraction and probably have to end up waiting another month
nevermind the pain and cold, coming back. so back to sleep
well I don’t think I have covid, or maybe I do? I dunno, I can still smell and taste. also for whatever reason the pain stopped so I dunno. I can look at stuff with light again, since the light was really hurting my eyes. my headache also went away, and im also not shivering and feeling cold as fuck anymore. except im still really tired and exhausted. I dunno, I “love” coming down with a random ass mystery chills/shivering, or a fever I think? and also pain. it just ??? what happened.
everything fucking hurts. like im trying not to cry because crying burns my eyes and like 
I just want to go back to sleep but I have to eat something
also can someone just like, toss me into the sun or like into a pile of lava? because my heavy duty blanket for the cold ass snowy windy winters isn’t doing much
fuck me, I think I’m sick. I’m like 100% sure since like, everything hurts, and I’m cold as fuck and nothing really warming me up, and everything just hurts. My brain also like decided to give me two dreams telling me that I’m getting sick, so thanks brain?? I just hope it’s not covid since like I have manage to avoid it or like. I probably have been asymptomatic? since my dad caught it, I never got sick despite living with him. My mom caught it, and one time I had to stay an entire day and night with her to make sure she was fine. So probably just asymptomatic. anyways, fuck being sick
just the smell of fallen leaves
im gonna go snort some leaves now and go to sleep, goodnight
these fallen leaves I picked up because of reasons, smell really good
hearing just vote gives me psychic damage every time
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very, makes me imagine the mothman as a big silk moth.
oh actually I came up with a better joke. silk moths are the bomb, because they’re bombyx. okay anyways bye
silk moths are so adorable. silk moths? more like silk… uh… mothdorable??? I dunno I’m bad at making jokes but too tired too care, so i’ll just leave that bad joke in. future me can deal with that. anyways silk moths are cool
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god this is such a long wait to get my wisdom teeth removed. only about 2 more weeks until I see that surgeon. it just a pain in the ass to wait for so long. also ngl I’m kind of looking forward to it, mainly to get high? see what getting high is like, if I even feel that. but I also read some people don’t get a high and just go to sleep afterwards while feeling drowsy. so nothing really happens. so idk. I fucking hope I feel high or something because holy shit this shit is expensive.
I know I’m being given general anesthesia/deep sedation and getting knocked out. I think, at least that it says on the treatment plan and from what I remember. They didn’t really give an option not to because I guess 3 of them are impacted. then there was that infected one.
either way just would be nice not to wait anymore and just get it done already.
you’re based
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