#ForeverAlone

I have more or less given up even hoping for friendship. It seems so astronomically unobtainable for me

I just deleted it while i finished typing, accidentally hit post instead of preview whilst i was working on it sowwi

• Grilled cheese
  • I wanna try my hand at making pizza with homemade dough and sauce.
  • Kimchi Burger
• The crushing reality of my life and all the negativity that unfortunately brings
• Not sad
• Being the caring understanding and weird person, instead of whatever negative impression people get of me because i am nuerodivergent
• communication empathy understanding perspective and nuance
• I don’t care for social media, never understood the hype even when i did have some.
• okay AuDHD answer here, but like i care about all the amazing facets of the life and world we lead because we live in a world with so much advancements but people especially in the western world take so much of this stuff for granted. I don’t know if this really fits. but like people so often have their niches and specialties but if more people had a greater grasp of the world maybe people wouldn’t make things worse and help make it better.

I don’t but I can understand that it’s gotta be hella annoying. Being different is a pain when the world doesn’t understand you :\

Gosh smorty you are so hecking adorable

I have more or less given up on trying to make myself understood. If I could just have my own little hole and never interact with anyone again I would be okay. No one hating me for some stupid misunderstanding. No family who still doesn’t understand really anything about me even after all these years.

This is gonna be like the Panama Papers where nothing major actually happens to anyone and the status quo will be maintained or get worse not better

Best luck and wishes to our lovely girl smorty! You are always valid to us 💖

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Damn maybe I am a girl >w<

Me all day every day

I don’t know what her deal is but she’s being hella toxic. You valid AF I promise!

The desire to be in a queer relationship so i can tell bigots to shove it.

My condolences I fell like if i ever had my own place i would just never have guests because things like that would make me crazy. I have spent my day so far playing way too much SrarCraft 2 wishing i could drag someone into playing some with me. Wishing i could afford something anything to have a new hobby to distract myself with. Instead i will probably just doomscroll job listings again. maybe one day i will belong somewhere and not be poor and stuff.

I was officially diagnosed with ADHD when i was young. lately though i has strong suspicions i am autistic too. It is kinda frustrating to think maybe my life wouldn’t have turned out so bad if I had known earlier but oh well :/