Every moment of their lives is filled with hatred, fear, misery and self-loathing though.

It is not possible to make the following statements and have them both be true: “I feel nothing” “I’m miserable”. So it’s clear they are in a world of deep emotional pain and burden, and that simply existing is a form of relentless torture.

Nobody deserves to feel or live that way. There’s nothing “centered” :(

edit: But JOY! It doesn’t need to be that way. I’m living proof that internal change is possible because I used to feel the way that man feels.