I went from being a happy kid that smiled all the time, enjoyed drawing and had several friends to a pathetic adult with no talents, passion, creativity, friends or a job. Just a worthless and unlovable failure. And recently it’s gotten so bad that I’ve started cutting myself and contemplating suicide. I just don’t believe I have what it takes to get my life together, sadly.
Nope. Don’t have a driver’s license either
Got a place to walk nearby?
Yeah, but finding the motivation to go outside is difficult
Driving and walking around were what two old friends from hs used to substitute cutting.