cross-posted from: https://programming.dev/post/14816537

Iā€™m 43 years old but apparently I have a baby face, good hair for my age and everyone believes Iā€™m in my mid 20s, even though I already have some gray hairs nobody seems to notice (so far).

I started the lie: first time I started my last job at a hospital immediately after my bachelor and told my new coworkers my real age (38 at the time) they started judging me: why are you not married, why donā€™t you have children, what have you done in the last 20 years.

The way these women asked was accusatory, like Iā€™m a failure for being almost 40 and not having children or being single. At that moment I decided next time somebody at the workplace asks me for my age, to blatantly and shamelessly lie: Iā€™m 25, leave me alone.

Since that bad experience Iā€™ve worked at 2 other hospitals and my lie has always helped: patients and coworkers believe Iā€™m 25 because as said I look like it, donā€™t pester me about children or marriage and while my current coworkers are gossips and need drama to live, they donā€™t push my buttons because I donā€™t give them any ammunition. Itā€™s tolerable.

Note that I didnā€™t lie in my application and accounting and management at my workplace know very well my real age, but my coworkers and direct manager are oblivious to it: On my first day I just told them Iā€™m 25 and they didnā€™t question it.

Now, I have the body of a 43 year old, meaning I donā€™t lift heavy patients like a 25 year old and sometimes I come home with back pain. I donā€™t know if Iā€™d get better assignments if Iā€™m sincere about my age (Iā€™d like that, but is it realistic?). I just donā€™t want to get to 65 with a broken back. I donā€™t want drama either, just to work and go home.

I lie to protect myself.

If I need to change this, why and how?

  • RBWells@lemmy.world
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    6 months ago

    I donā€™t understand why you have to answer at all when someone asks your age, but find it hilarious that you just keep resetting to 25 every year. How do they keep believing it? Do you change jobs every year? Why do you care if someone judges your lifestyle if itā€™s what you want?

    You arenā€™t going to break doing heavy lifting at 43. If you feel itā€™s damaging you, thatā€™s separate from your age.

    This whole question is so funny - I do think people see what they expect, not what is. I had 2 kids when young then 2 more when older, and it was so funny - people who only saw me with my younger set thought I was much younger than I am. People who knew me from the first set thought I was about my age. People who saw me with all of them thought I was a grandma and older than I am.

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      6 months ago

      I donā€™t understand why you have to answer at all when someone asks your age

      what would be your answer, when you donā€™t want to disclose it?

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        6 months ago

        A gentleman never discloses his age or his lovers!

        Or if you are feeling rude, ask them why they think itā€™s their business, or just say you donā€™t mix work and your personal life.