it’s a bit of a busy week but i am currently reading I Want to Believe: Posadism, UFOs and Apocalypse Communism

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    7 months ago

    I’ve spent a lot of time recently thinking about how much I don’t want to be alive while the whole world falls apart around me. I’ve been trying to get an appointment set up with a psychologist who can maybe diagnose me and get me medicated, but every single one I’ve called has said they’re either booked up or not prescibing meds at this time. If I lose my job, I will be waiting until the money runs out to kill myself.

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      7 months ago

      I know I’m just a stranger on the internet, but I’m proud of you for putting in the effort to try and get help. That’s hard to keep doing when you keep getting turned away. I hope you keep calling until you find someone who can/will see you.