And we’re back! If you haven’t seen me make these threads before, been doing it for two years now every so often, and it’s just a space to talk about anything cool you have going on, or a chance to vent if you got something on your mind. Hope you’ve all been well, and extending solidarity!
Remember, you are loved 
For my own part - still unemployed, things are going ok with the partner, and later today I’m gonna stop by a sushi place and ask if they’re hiring. Saw it pop up by my apartment yesterday walking home from the train, and they had a sign up for their soft open, so figure now is the time to see if they need anyone for something like a host. Been playing Inkulinati which is good fun - turn based combat game stylized to look like a medieval manuscript page. About 92 eipsodes into One Piece so far, and my partner bought me a Luffy hat to wear around. Saw my folks yesterday, and my dad didn’t have any mental blocks, so that’s good!
Hope you’re all doing well!
Honestly? Not great. I have an eating disorder that’s chipping away at my sanity and I’ve been off work more than I’ve been at work due to that, panic attacks and depression. I have to go back next week and I just don’t care…like I gotta work to live but I don’t give a fuck. Tempted to take some longer term leave but I’m not convinced it’ll help so like…what do?
I’m medicated for the anxiety and depression, can’t take benzos because of addictive nature (used to take recreational drugs and don’t trust myself honestly) so what do I do? Persist and be unhappy? Can’t see any light at the end of the tunnel.
Hope you find some peace soon