I had a similar history lol. I come from a family that was half partisans and half fascists during ww2. When i was a kid i used to ask my grandpa for scary bedtime stories - he would tell me stories about what the fascists did.

I grew up with the fascists=evil idea planted in my mind. All because of my family’s experience during the war

Also, i will not drop any names but let’s say that my family was close friends with a rather important member of the red brigades. Just to give a measure of how little choice i had in terms of ideology lmao